Rummaging
for a recipe I was sure I'd cut and pasted into my 'Cookery' folder, I
didn't find it but did come across a story you might like.
Everybody
felt sorry for Emily Jensen: what a life she led, married to that
drunken lout. Of course, she never said anything but the whole town
knew how he treated her. How many times can a person fall down the
cellar stairs, for mercy sakes? Life wasn’t easy for anyone
in this small New England town with its poor stony soil and its
fiercely changeable weather. But everybody felt sorry for poor Emily;
even if there wasn't anything they could do to help.
Bob
Martin, sheriff and hardware store proprietor, felt sorrier than most
people. Nearly twenty years past, when Emily had still been palely
pretty, he had wanted to marry her, but her father had browbeaten her
into the marriage with Jensen, because Jensen promised to stay on and
work the farm, free. Jensen slaved 1ike Jacob, awaiting the death of'
his father-in-law, and dreaming of' the hidden cash box brimming with
money. Alas, the old man was a worse liar than he was a farmer; all he
left was a mortgage.
The
day of the wake Jensen started drinking and showed no sign of stopping
short of the grave.
Emily
never had children, which was probably for the best. Her only friend
was a cat. Jensen used to kick the cat at every opportunity and
threatened it with drowning, burning and other tortures, because he
enjoyed the pain his cruelty caused Emily. She had been so numbed by
years of mistreatment that Jensen could rarely hurt her by direct
attacks. Because she no longer cried out when beaten, he had nearly
killed her the last time. Drunk as he was, he knew he’d have
to be more careful, so the unfortunate cat shared his abuse when he
could catch it.
Why
the cat stayed with Emily was as much a mystery as why Emily stayed
with Jensen. Among the softer-hearted souls in town, it was thought
that the cat loved Emily and sensed her need of it. And Emily's having
the cat made it easier to excuse oneself for not visiting her more
often and running the risk of being rudely treated by Jensen, who
treated the townsfolk little better than his wife.. “It
isn’t as if she was all alone; she has the cat for
company,” they comforted themselves.Once
in a great while, if Jensen hadn't kicked her too much, the cat would
have a few scrawny kittens. They never lived long: Jensen delightedly
disposed of them as soon as he found them.One
year Emily happily discovered the cat had had five kittens, and had
thus far hidden them from Jensen. Some pampered town cat must have
sired the little creatures, for they were the healthiest, fattest
kittens the poor old tabby had ever produced: two marmalades and three
tabbies.Emily
was as close to joy as she had been in recent years. When Jensen went
to town or drank himself safely asleep, she would sneak into the barn
and play with the present from Fate. One night when the kittens were
nearly weaned and Emily was happily feeding them some bits of stringy
beef left from supper, Jensen came home in a fouler mood than
usual--and that was going some. Storming into the barn in search of
Emily, he caught her feeding the kittens.
The
last Emily remembered was the bottle coming down on her head.She
awoke the next morning, barely able to see for the pain. As she grabbed
the bedpost for support she felt something furry brush her hand. The
tabby cat and three of her kittens hung, one from each of the four
bedposts, stiffly moving in the breeze from the window.Emily
went out to milk the cow and chop wood for the stove, which had gone
out from lack of fuel. She stepped carefully over the boozily snoring
body of Jensen on the living room floor. With luck he’d sleep
until noon.She
buried the small corpses in the garden and then attended to the rest of
her day’s work with the stoical demeanour that for years had
marked all her movements. There was always so much work to do on the
farm: planting, weeding, putting up preserves and laying down salt pork
for the winter; always something to keep her thoughts from dwelling too
long on her condition.Sunday
Emily was not at church. Monday one of the neighbours dropped by to see
if' everything was all right. The one thing on which Emily never
compromised with Jensen was church. She hadn’t missed a
Sunday in 18 years. Emily thanked the neighbour for her concern, and
said that she had not been able to attend church because Jensen hadn't
come home Saturday night and she was beginning to get worried.
Sometimes he drank just a drop too much, she said, as if confiding a
secret nobody had heretofore known. She hoped the poor man wasn't lying
somewhere with a broken leg. She said she’d combed the
five-acre wood and the two pastures. She didn’t know what to
do next.The
neighbour did, and at once reported the disappearance to Bob Martin,
adding her opinion that it was good riddance, one could hope
permanently, for Emily and the entire civilized world.A
search was duly initiated, with small enthusiasm. The discovery of a
battered hat and an empty bottle of' cheap liquor known to be a
favourite of the missing man was evidence enough for all concerned.
Everybody said that the marsh near where the items were found was full
of quicksand. No one saw any reason to doubt that Jensen had been
pulled to a much-deserved sticky end after over-indulging in rotgut
rye. When a boot was regurgitated by the bog a week later, the coroner
had no hesitation in declaring Jensen dead by misadventure.The
widow held up well under her ordeal and never once did an unkind word
pass her lips, to the disappointment of' the ladies of the town, who
had hoped to hear, at long last, all the grim details of her wretched
life with Jensen.Emily
kept working the farm, nurtured the two surviving kittens and even
planted some flowers: a frivolous use of time that Jensen had never
allowed her. She had a modest but tasteful memorial tablet erected in
the cemetery with the name "JENSEN" and the verse “Gone but
not forgotten” inscribed on it. Tactfully, everybody
pretended not to notice that the plot had room for only one grave. The
grave keeper said she had told him that it was her Mother's dying wish
that her daughter be interred at her side, and as there was but one
space left, there was no room for Jensen—assuming his remains
were ever found.After
a decent interval, Bob Martin took to driving by the farm,
“to see how Em was getting on.” Within the year
they were married, very quietly, and everyone remarked how nice the
bride looked, considering.The
farm was sold with all its contents, with one exception. Emily insisted
on taking the two cats to her new home. She said she owed them
something; they’d helped her over a hard time. Bob
didn’t mind; he couldn’t deny Emily anything,
especially when she brought forth a bonny pair of babies just shy of
their first wedding anniversary. The cats would keep the mice out of
the pantry, and amuse the babies, Bob said. They’d probably
keep the foxes out of the chicken yard to boot: they were quite the
largest tomcats ever seen in the county.“What
in the world did you feed them that they grew so big?” Bob
asked one day, watching the orange cats stalking a pigeon on the
verandah.“Meat,
dear; just meat,” Emily said, “mostly cheap
cuts.”“Humph.
Surprised that old skinflint let you feed a cat anything. No offence,
Em, but Jensen wasn’t noted for his generosity.”
“Oh,
he wasn’t that bad,” said Emily, smiling her gentle
smile. “In fact, Ginger and Tommy liked him quite a
lot.”
Winter
is well and truly here down in Tasmania's
"channel country"--cold and wet, and although we haven't had any snow
because we are at sea level, we did nave a huge hail storm recently.
It is very strange to live in a New England type climate
after 36
years of hot, dry, Western Australia. Strange and slightly
frightening
fungi have popped up all over the yard, and if a lungfish appeared on
the sodden lawn I wouldn't be all that suprised.
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Karen
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