Fear
sent cold fingers squeezing through my stomach. I glanced to my left
and beheld it—a giant, hideous creature, moving with a liquid
stealth as it prepared to strike.
That’s
me: sweet, sure, but with a cunning streak. Stubborn as a goat,
always chasing change in my own peculiar way. I’d refused to go
to church that morning, planting myself defiantly beside the old tyre
in the yard. Then… boom. A cobra decided it wanted to play
kissy with my leg.
Why
me? A slender, skinny thing, all wide eyes and sharp angles. I simply
stood, silenced, held in a bubble of frozen time. In that suspended
breath, I felt not just fear, but a stark choice: be paralyzed, or be
redeemed by a sudden, unseen force. Instinct. How I jumped, I’ll
never know—only that it was blindingly fast.
Adrenaline
is a force to be reckoned with.
I
bolted into the house, slammed the door, threw the lock. Heck, I
realized a second later. Snakes climb walls. I was left as a girl
smart enough to lock a door, yet too innocent to see the holes in my
own logic. Perhaps I wanted to be a guardian of safety without
possessing a guardian’s fierce heart.
Then
I saw “them”—moving. Inside.
One
after another. One was draped over the French door like a macabre
valance. Another slithered along the lounge window sill.
You’d
think God was sending me a message. And then I saw my mother at the
gate, in her red uniform, walking blithely past the very tyre that
had hosted the cobra.
“Mummy,
don’t!” I shrieked, the terror in my voice so raw it was
a physical thing.
She
started, then her face clouded. “Hephy, don’t start with
your screaming.”
“But
there’s a snake! There!” I jabbed a frantic finger toward
the tyre’ hollow centre.
Nothing.
It had vanished. Just as her scolding look solidified, her own eyes
caught the sinuous movement at the window I was shouting from.
I
thought she was toying with me. But she snatched up a heavy yard
brush, dashed forward, and struck—not once, but in seven swift,
brutal arcs, like Moses parting the Red Sea. In that moment, I
understood my stupidity. A mother does not joke about serpents. She’d
always taught me to put God first, and my refusal had led here—to
a correction delivered not with words, but with venom and scale.
Before
she even reached the house, Mum spotted another cobra—a baby
this time—coiling near the steps. I wanted to save her, to
help, but fear nailed me to the floor once more! I just stood, a
statue of shame, as she showed me her bravery again. How does a woman
who can’t fix a leaky tap become a serpent-slayer? The answer
is simple, and it’s a tune I finally understood: love. A love
larger than fear.
The
lesson was etched in scales and adrenaline: a mother is as fierce as
a lion. And yes, my mum rocks.
After
that, ‘Missy Me’ went to church weekly (I swear). But I
forgot to tell you about the other time—the secret I still
carry. My little brother was just a baby then, so don’t you
dare tell him. I’m guilty of choosing myself over him, though I
love him fiercely.
I
was heading to a friend’s with my siblings, my sweet brother
cradled in my arms. As we passed a neighbor’s gate, snakes
seemed to boil up from the very earth, surrounding us. I spun—only
to face a pair of snarling dogs blocking our retreat. Fear, pure and
electric, shot through me. My friends gasped, shocked by what I did
next. Yes, I almost—almost, I say—dropped the baby
to save my own skin. It was instinct, horribly misplaced, a
disturbing choice my body made before my mind could catch up.
Fortunately,
my sister was there. She was like Miriam, watching over her siblings
from the periphery. In a flash, she snatched my brother from my
faltering arms and dashed to the side. It’s embarrassing how
fear can hollow out the good in us, leaving only stupid, insolent
panic. My ‘doctor of the heart’ says it was adrenaline
misfiring, a bomb of panic in my veins.
I
don’t know how she did it. One moment I was like Joseph’s
brothers, ready to abandon my charge (though my motive was fear, not
jealousy), the next she was a blur of action. She made a beeline for
a street bench, deposited our brother in safe hands, then turned back
with a gas lighter, clicking it aloft to distract the snarling dogs.
I saw her then as a moonlight karate girl, quiet and deadly, taking
her chance to be like Mum.
The
dogs slunk away. The snakes? We were saved by a gentleman who heard
my brother’s cries. I was a fool to think I could be the kind
of girl who drops a baby on the roadside to outrun a creature that
can’t even speak. I’ve never told a soul—except
you, reader. So please, don’t tell my brother. He might not
like it. (Chuckles. I’m not Chuck the serial killer doll. I’m
just Hephy, a girl who makes terrible mistakes, too.)
I
took these serpentine lessons and forged them into a mantra for when
pressure mounts. Breathe in. And out. Good girls can make
catastrophic choices. I am still learning to find my calm in the
storm. But here lies proof that learning can happen:
Seven
years later, I was in the house. Another snake. At first, I thought
it was a fallen leaf, so I leaned in for a closer look. There it was,
a brown coil nestled in the flowers. I’d almost touched it.
Instinct
surged again—but this time, my mind was clear. I saw my
brother, asleep on the sofa. I saw the animal, our enemy. And this
time, I was brave. Brave enough to take a mop and crush the head of
the enemy. For love.
Love
is my strength. Love is my language. And if you ever need a reason to
keep fighting, to face your own snakes, find a family like mine. They
teach you how to be brave, even when—especially when—you
start out afraid.
Kumbirai
Viola Mbavarira is a lady who loves to play around with words and
narrate stories that teach. All her life, she has desired to use her
words to share some tales that help children grow in wisdom. Being of
African descent, she hopes her stories will reach a global audience.
She's lives in Zimbabwe and isa chemical engineer still figuring life out!