Spiritual AwakeningKelly Maida © Copyright 2019 by Kelly Maida |
This is about a
Spiritual Awakening that I have been going through for the past two
years. I thought it might help other people going through this as
well.
Spiritual Awakening Has
anyone been through this ? Some call it a Spiritual awakening or the
Dark Knight of the soul! Whatever you call it, it can be scary at
times especially if you are not prepared for it! I know I was not. I
had my first awakening back in 2012 when I went to a psychic. He told
me I was on a spiritual journey and had gifts and I was a light
worker. All I could think of was Leo from Charmed, being a white
lighter! I laughed at it at first until I started having tower
moments. Where the foundations started to crumble around me. The
Universe finds a way of re-directing you if you are not on your path.
The psychic I went to told me I was meant to write, and to get my
word out. It took years for me to really listen to him. This is
because I was not listening to myself. I did a lot of purging. When I
say that I mean getting rid of old negative patterns and belief
systems. None of this was easy. There was times on this awakening
that I would get panic attacks, and flu like symptoms. I started to
change my diet. Change my views. I stopped drinking. I learned to be
more careful in who I let into my life. The past two years is when
the spiritual path really started to hit harder. I was living in
North Carolina the last Five years. I loved being by the beach,
however the Universe decided I was not on my path and moved back to
Upstate, New York where I am from. This was the hardest decision of
my life. To be honest I did not want to ever go back to New York.
It’s so cold and I love the beach! But after some harsh
hurricanes and situations as well as severe allergies I did not have
a choice. Now the challenge is adjusting back to the cold when you
were used to the beach. But honestly the biggest challenge is trying
to find people you can relate to. When you change your whole life and
your vibration you find this thing that happens. Your on a different
frequency now. And the people that you used to know you can’t
relate to them and they can’t relate to you. Now not only are
you starting over with moving etc, you have to find a whole new
tribe! Well since you are entering a whole new phase of your life
this would only make sense. This is not the case for everyone. Some
people find that as they grow, people will grow with them . Or just
outgrow them. It is all part of life. I feel this is all part of the
plan of life. We keep growing and keep evolving right! Whatever does
not grow is dead! So keep growing and whoever does not join you on
your mission you will replace with something else! The bigger your
struggle the bigger plans god has for you!! Keep going!