This
piece is about my own
life experiences of feeling like a misfit.
Did
you ever feel different than others? When I was a child I played with
lucky rabbits feet and I had lucky charms. My favorite books were on
witches and magic. I was also highly intuitive and guessed things
about people correctly. I had no idea that I was an empath when I was
a child. People around me when I was growing up did not understand
why I was so sensitive. People could not understand why we were so
different. When I was a young child, I had this feeling that I
belonged somewhere else and I could not explain. The only thing that
would come to my mind is that I was adopted. This is not true but as
a child that thought would run through my mind because I did not
really see any similarities between my family and I. We looked
similar on the surface, but on the inside I could not see anything
that we had in common besides a few surface level things. After a lot
of soul searching I am discovering that people that were born
different were meant to stand out. We are not supposed to blend in. We
are here to carve a new path. And a new way for others like us. We
will light the way for others. And instead of feeling alone we will
find our soul tribe. Not everyone that is linked by blood will be
linked forever. You deserve to be happy and to shine. If your family
does not understand you, that is not the end of the world. It’s
a big world and it is filled with so many people and experiences.
You're not limited by blood. People do not define who you are. Just
because you were always misunderstood by others does not mean that
their assumptions and opinions of you were correct. They could not
understand your heart and mind. They are stuck in the 3d material and
9-5 job state of mind. However we are all just spiritual beings
having a human experience. Not many people can understand this. And
if you do resonate to this then smile. Not many were chosen to have a
creative path in life. Always remember we are never alone. We all
have guardian angels and spirit guides that are always with us. I
resonate with Sylvia Browne’s teaching’s about angels and
how angels are all love and that no dark angels exist.
At
times in my life it has been a challenge going through tough times
alone. I have not had anyone by my side. I have been misunderstood.
Especially the past four years. I have just reflected inwards and
this has made my connection with god so much stronger. Maybe we do
have to go through some points in our life alone and not depend on
anyone. Even if it feels strange not having anyone to depend on. In
the end god has a plan for all of us. All of our lives have meaning.
I think it helps you in life when you find your purpose. For me I had
to find my own voice. I have discovered this through my writing.
Writing gives me a voice. It is also my therapy. I find when I write
down my feelings it is a way for me to release all of my emotions. In
a sense it sets me free. It can also help you create a new life for
yourself. You can write yourself a whole new story. You are not
defined by your past. You can change yourself into a whole new
character. Writing makes me feel like I am giving birth to a
creation. Someday when I no longer exist, my words will still live
on. And so will my stories. Writing has a way of making people
immortal. They will always live on in the hearts of the readers. It
shows that we did exist and it is a way for us to leave our mark on
the world. I am always hoping that the mark that I leave on others
will be a motivational and inspirational one. I write about my
experiences hoping that it will find the people that need to hear it.
To
the loners and the artists who work hard on their dreams. To the
visionaries, with work that has been unseen. To the black sheep and
the lonely swans, by yourself in your own pond. Keep working hard and
finishing your goals. Don’t get discouraged because of what you
have been told. Others don’t understand your unique visions and
the passions for which you stand. To those that feel unheard, those
people just don’t understand that you were brought here to
create your own land.
Contact
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