I was a
super hero, once, way back when. I remember seeing all three of my
children take their first breath of life. I marveled at their tiny
fingers and toes. These gifts from god himself, were precious little
genetic duplicates of me. I recall walking towards the jungle, with a
tiny little hand grasping two or three of my fingers, for support and
courage. They looked up at my powerful and enormous stature with big,
wide eyes, filled with sparkling innocence, love and admiration. We
knew they need not fear a thing, with me by their side. Even the
boogie man, trembled with fear at the mere sight of me.
I remember
the day, I led each of them to the edge of the jungle that one last
time. It seemed like I had only looked away for a minute, as the tiny
hand pulled from my grasp. They paused momentarily at the jungles
edge. My eyes beheld the beautiful strong sculpted young adults, they
had too quickly become. I was overcome with pride, but admittedly
with sadness and concern as well. I calmed my thoughts knowing that
their mother and I had woven integrity, strength and courage into
the very fabric of their armor. I convinced myself they would be
fine.
I sat at
the edge of the jungle. My super eyes and ears intently listening and
watching for the slightest sign of a struggle or cry for help. I
eventually realized this vigil was in vain. For they were simply out
there becoming super heroes themselves. I however, whispered my oath
once again to the winds of time. I would readily and without
hesitation, die for them or even take their place in hell, should it
be required. Their place is in heaven and it was my duty as a super
hero dad, to ensure their safe return.
In the
fall of my life I reside at the edge of the jungle. Remembering well,
all of its pleasures and perils. I am no longer a player. For time,
wisdom and experience, has lessened my will to participate in the
hunt. My days as a mighty warrior, hunter and super hero have sadly
past. I often sit quietly at its edge, hopeful for a glimpse or sign
of them. On occasion they emerge, but only briefly. They are strong,
powerful and beautiful. They sport a victory howl and broad smiles of
success. Raising their victory’s like prey above their heads.
They wave and are quickly lost from my now failing super vision.
Consumed once again by the jungle. At the sunsets I pray they know in
their hearts that until my final breath here. In the heat of battle
or on the darkest coldest nights. Should they stumble or feel fear.
All they need do, is reach an arms length behind them and that
forgotten super human hand, will still be there... Yeah I was a super
hero once, way back when.