Snake Hunting in South CarolinaAlbert Vetere Lannon © Copyright 2019 by Albert Vetere Lannon |
Photo of rattlesnake by Richard Loller |
Dear Carl: I
don’t remember what caused our break after your years of mentoring me,
providing me a safe refuge from the Red Scare Era, teaching me so much.
I know that I was on my way to becoming an alcoholic and could not let
anyone get close to me, and you were closer than anyone. I’m not that person anymore, and I sincerely regret pushing you out of my life. You had so much more to give me. And you gave me so much! You will always be in my heart. I have multiple myeloma, an incurable blood plasma cancer; maybe that’s what took you at 39, but there are more treatment options now so I’m still kicking at 81. Perhaps we’ll meet again in the great Collective Unconscious. I hope so. R.I.P. my brother. I love you. |